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RAWR I'M A PURPLE DINO ^.^ lol.... So things are finally getting good again. I'm not longer friends with Haley :( but its for the best. I'm slowly getting over her which is for the best who knows maybe someday we will be friends again but I don't think that will happen. So my life is finally getting back on track. My grades are slowly going back up and I'm going to pass this year. :) I've been watching a lot of horror movies. I just saw the new nightmare on elm street. It was very good other then a few flaws but what movies doesn't I give it an A-. My friends and I this summer are going to be using the high school and making a horror film so that will be fun so when we are done the script we will hold auditions to be in it. But that wont be for a while. But if you do have any questions about it or comments you can email me at Ryan.Hardy.666@gmail.com Soon I'm going to set up a new blog to do reviews of movies that I have seen so I'll give the name of that when I do make it and I will get started on movies. So that is what has been going on in my epic life but I'm feeling better and finally happy and things are fianlly going back to normal. And I would not have been able to get back to this point with out my amazing friends and family. I have to thank Jess for being there and letting me talk to her when I needed somone to talk to. My Dad for helping me throught this. And not giving up on me and making sure I got the help I needed. I might not have been to happy with him at the moment but but I'm happy he did what he did now... THANK YOU. Lucy for being there for me, letting me talk to her, and just being there for me. Catie and Cori for telling me she was no good and I'm sorry I did not listen to you guys. and everyone else for just helping me and I'm finally happy again so thank you and I love you all.

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Well, I just noticed that it has been a while since the last time I have blogged about anything. So I am home, and sick so I thought what a better way to pass the time then to blog. So, nothing all that new has been going on. School, life...all that none fun stuff lol. So I have been going thought alot with the girl I am in love with. So the past month has been hard but things are slowly getting much better. We are starting to work things out and its just getting better. I have been out of school for a couple of days cuz my stomach has been really bothering me. So I don't know if it is stress or if I am really sick but as me and her work things out the pain has been getting much better so I am not sure. But everything is OK for now. The pain is all gone and everything. But I think it was kinda a mix of stress and really being sick. So but I cant wait in till we are together I just love her so much she means the world to me. It might not happen this month or next but it will happen this year. So I am fine just knowing it will happen this year. I am done worrying about when, just I feel better knowing that we will be together before school is out this year. So that is that. Now other things that have been going on...NOTHING....school...horror...movie...friends...all that fun stuff. lol...fhdsskjdguasgtbfdszkljtgbnwsajkdgtbdwajgbsazkgjnsazk.dfhnalgljwkgnwlkas
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YES I did just do a bunch of random letters because I was bored going to go now BYEE

It's a new Year!

Well, 2009 is over, and it's kinda funny to think back and think wow so much happened in such little time. I mean if you think about a year really does go by very quick. SO much happened for me in 2009. I moved on from the jr. High, to the high school. I lost friends made friends, Had a bunch of girlfriends, had a bunch of heartbreaks, good times, bad times, happy times and down right depressing times. LOL. But I would not trade it for somthing better. cuz everything in my life that happens makes me, who I am. But I want this year to be differnet I dont want it to be like the past few years in my life. I want this year to be different. I want it to be a year I will want to remember not forget about. Ok, so normaly I go from one girl to the next to the next. Well that is not going to happen this year. I am madly in love with Haley. She is the best thing in my life. She is the best thing to ever happen to me. Ok so we have dated a buch of times. and broke up a bunch of times. Not this time. Ok so we are saying we are dating but not quite yet. But when we really are. It is going to be the last time we date. Because Haley and I want to be together for the rest of out lives. It would be so amazing if that happend. I love her so much, I wish there was one word to tell her how much I love her but there isnt. She means the world to me I dont know what I would do if I ever lost her. I would be dead inside if I ever lost her and that dead inside would turn into being dead on the outside. So this year I am not going from girl to girl. I am staying with Haley end of convo. She just means the world to me and want this to be the last time we date, cuz I want to spend the rest of my life with her. <3 <3 <3.

So there are also other things that I want to change. like me being nicer to people. You know just the small things that make a big differnce. But staying with Haley is the big thing. I want to be with her through high school, date a couple years out of school, then get married. Thats my dream. and I kno for a fact it is going to happen. I will make sure of it. So I am so happy we are into a new year. I am ready for change. WOW I never thought i would be saying that. I hate change, I dont do well with it at all but it is somthing that happens, so I will just live with it.

well that is really all I have to say. I just hope I have a good new year. and I hope all my friends and family do as well. <3 I love you all I think I would die with out you. I dont know were I would be with out you. and I thank you all for helping me in my life. even if we are not as close as we used to be I still thank u very much for helping me out in one way or another. I hope you all have a good new year.

Once again you can comment if you want, not that anyone will cuz maybe 2 people read this blog lol

BYE

My life.... <3

My life is just one big mess right now. So much is going on right now that I cant keep track of it all. I have school, school, music, movies, gf...ect. Just so much is going on. So I am blogging because I just need to get it all out. So, I just got Lady GaGa's new CD "The Fame Monster". It is 8 new tracks. There all very good. They are a mix of goth and pop music. My favorite is "Bad Romance" because that is 1 of 4 songs me and my soon to be girlfriend have. (It is my song to her). With movies, there are really no good horror movies that have come out that I really want, the second Alvin and the chipmunks is out so me and Haley (soon to be girlfriend I am always talking about) want to go see that. Other then that there are no good movies that I want to see. Now with Haley. She is planning on breaking up with her boyfriend Justin because he is 18 and she does not want to get into trouble for dating someone alot older then her again. So me and her really really like each other. So, she wont tell me but we are planning on going back out on Christmas, witch is my favorite holiday, so that is nice, and we plan on being together for a long time. So if we make it a year it will be on Christmas. So that will be nice. I just love her so much I wish it was Christmas now so I can go back out with her. lol. So that is that. I will just have to wait and see what happens. So in school. I am getting okay grades. I have an F science, other then that all my grades are good. But my teacher has not updated her grades so I don't think it is a F anymore. Well that is what is going on in my life right now. Nothing great, well going out with Haley is AMAZING but other then that nothing else is all that. LoL. So if you want comment. But no one reads this so I don't know why I bother doing this but oh well. <3

Random stuff.

Movies.

Well last night, me, my dad, Nancy, and some of her friends all went the movies to see Twilight:New Moon.
I could not wait to see it being a huge twilight fan. The movie was 2 hr and 15 min. It was better then Twilight but I still love them both. This movie was about when Edward Cullen leaves Bella and she goes in to depression, Then she starts hanging out with Jacob Black (wear wolf). Edward then believes that Bella dies and he trys to kill himself but Bella stops him....blah blah blah. Why am I even telling what it is about, when most likely everyone has read the book. So that was that. It was very good I give it an A+++.

Horror movies.
I never posted anything on it but I am now. A few weeks ago I went with some friends to go see Paranormal Activity. People said how scary it was. My dad even went to see it and he hates horror movies. The movie was not really all that scary. It had its creepy parts but the ending was the worst. Meaning it was scary. The woman went into the hall way and screamed, he husband came out and she tossed him across the room he died she smelled him looked at the screen and it ended and when the guy was tossed me and my friends screamed HAHAH. Other then this there really have been no good horror movies to come out.

Music.
About a week ago, I saw an add on facebook saying that on Amazon.com p!nks newest CD funhouse was only 4 bucks for the whole CD. so I got my dad to buy it for me. It is a very good CD. I don't think that alot of people would like it because it is sad and depressing so idk. But I like it.

Well that is about all I have to say. so comment if u want but I dont think anyone reads this soooo ya. BYE

I am sick of this....

Do you know what really sucks? When you go out with a girl and five days later, she breaks up with you. Okay so that has happened to everyone, now there is this girl that I have liked for a couple of months. I kept asking her out and she kept saying no. Then out of no where she asks me back out. Of course I said yes. I mean why wouldn't I. So things where going well. We had been dating for a week and one day. Then out of no were she breaks up with me again. She had been telling people that day that she did not want a boyfriend. It's bad enough that she asked me back out and then broke up with me a week later but she did it over the Internet. On flipping face book. I mean if you knew you did not want a boyfriend then why ask out the guy that has been wanting to go out with you for over 3 months, just to break his heart again. Please somebody tell me what the hell is not right with this. I still cant get over the fact that SHE asked ME back out. I didn't ask her. I had stopped asking her out like a month ago. So on face book I changed my status to sad songs things like that. Then I put my status as thew chorus of a 5fdp song (five finger death punch) She has the nerve to say, whats up with this hurtful status. I mean really you have the nerve to say that to me after you just broke up with me on the Internet a week later and plus you knew for a fact that I really liked you, and yet you ask me out just to break up with me and crush my heart again. So you think you have the nerve to say that i am being hurtful. Then what really pissed me off was that this morning I was in A wing at school and I was talking with my friend Jess and she comes running in happy as can be and she wont talk to me, and it made me mad because when she broke up with me she would not even tell me why? She said that she would tell me at school and it is kinda hard to tell somebody something when you wont talk to them. SO I still don't know the real reason to why she broke up with me. So while I feel like I am dieing on the inside she is happy as can be...I just cant believe that she did this to my heart again...

First day of High School

Well, today was my first day of being at NCUHS. Today it was just the freshman there, just trying to find all of there classes and stuff like that. It was really funny this morning because I was makinf my dad walk me to the door and we where about half way there and I saw my friend Kayla and took running off to see her, because I have not seen her all summer. I also did not want to go into the school by myself so I was glad that I found Kayla. It was funny though cuz I saw kayla and I took of running and my dad looked down to where I was standing and I was not there, and I almost forgot to say by to him. He said it before I even thought to. I was just so happy to see my friends. So we all made are way to the auditorium. We where to go in and sit down and be quite. But that did not happen. Everyone wanted to see there friends so we just sat where ever we wanted too. Everyone was yelling and screaming looking for there friends and to try and find a place and sit. Once everyone talk for a little while the principal came in. He told us all to be quite. (Witch no one did) Then he told that we where not sitting right so he kicked everone out and made everone go back in again. That is not easy crowding in that hallway with 300 kids and plus me and my very few friends where stuck next to the people that we hate so that was a plus. LOL. So then we all got back in there. There was a few speeches and then they called of the people's names by team to go to a certin area in the school where your team was to meet. My team was called last so there was not to many people left. My team is blue. We where all to go to the lunch room. There we had to do to stupied paper things that at the begging of every new grade it seems you have to do. (I had to in Jr.High and now again, I am getting sick of the dumb thing) then we had to do another one on the teacher that was even worse. So then we had to go to out team. Mine is Pam Wade. She teaches science on the blue team, and she is very very very nice. The she took us on a tour of the school. After out tour we had to run though our "A" day classes. Normally a class is 80 mins, which is why there are only 5 classes in a day. But today they where only 15 mins each. Then when we where done that we went to lunch. Now this is why I bring a lunch: The LINE. OMFG. The line went on for ever. I swear I was there for 15 mins waitng to get a hot dog that was not very good, but it was free. So.... Then we ran though out "B" day classes that was fun. After that we all had to go back to our team for 40 mins and we just sat on the desks and talked. I mean even the teacher was sitting on the table with her feet on it. You would get in so much trouble if you did that at the Jr.High. LOL. Then we had to go back to the lunch room to go over the stupied papers I was talking about. Then it was time to go home. :) I was so happy to go home. I was tired and got like no sleep the night before because I was so :( Well that was pretty much my amazing first day of High School. As always comments are allowed.