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RAWR I'M A PURPLE DINO ^.^ lol.... So things are finally getting good again. I'm not longer friends with Haley :( but its for the best. I'm slowly getting over her which is for the best who knows maybe someday we will be friends again but I don't think that will happen. So my life is finally getting back on track. My grades are slowly going back up and I'm going to pass this year. :) I've been watching a lot of horror movies. I just saw the new nightmare on elm street. It was very good other then a few flaws but what movies doesn't I give it an A-. My friends and I this summer are going to be using the high school and making a horror film so that will be fun so when we are done the script we will hold auditions to be in it. But that wont be for a while. But if you do have any questions about it or comments you can email me at Ryan.Hardy.666@gmail.com Soon I'm going to set up a new blog to do reviews of movies that I have seen so I'll give the name of that when I do make it and I will get started on movies. So that is what has been going on in my epic life but I'm feeling better and finally happy and things are fianlly going back to normal. And I would not have been able to get back to this point with out my amazing friends and family. I have to thank Jess for being there and letting me talk to her when I needed somone to talk to. My Dad for helping me throught this. And not giving up on me and making sure I got the help I needed. I might not have been to happy with him at the moment but but I'm happy he did what he did now... THANK YOU. Lucy for being there for me, letting me talk to her, and just being there for me. Catie and Cori for telling me she was no good and I'm sorry I did not listen to you guys. and everyone else for just helping me and I'm finally happy again so thank you and I love you all.

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Well, I just noticed that it has been a while since the last time I have blogged about anything. So I am home, and sick so I thought what a better way to pass the time then to blog. So, nothing all that new has been going on. School, life...all that none fun stuff lol. So I have been going thought alot with the girl I am in love with. So the past month has been hard but things are slowly getting much better. We are starting to work things out and its just getting better. I have been out of school for a couple of days cuz my stomach has been really bothering me. So I don't know if it is stress or if I am really sick but as me and her work things out the pain has been getting much better so I am not sure. But everything is OK for now. The pain is all gone and everything. But I think it was kinda a mix of stress and really being sick. So but I cant wait in till we are together I just love her so much she means the world to me. It might not happen this month or next but it will happen this year. So I am fine just knowing it will happen this year. I am done worrying about when, just I feel better knowing that we will be together before school is out this year. So that is that. Now other things that have been going on...NOTHING....school...horror...movie...friends...all that fun stuff. lol...fhdsskjdguasgtbfdszkljtgbnwsajkdgtbdwajgbsazkgjnsazk.dfhnalgljwkgnwlkas
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YES I did just do a bunch of random letters because I was bored going to go now BYEE

It's a new Year!

Well, 2009 is over, and it's kinda funny to think back and think wow so much happened in such little time. I mean if you think about a year really does go by very quick. SO much happened for me in 2009. I moved on from the jr. High, to the high school. I lost friends made friends, Had a bunch of girlfriends, had a bunch of heartbreaks, good times, bad times, happy times and down right depressing times. LOL. But I would not trade it for somthing better. cuz everything in my life that happens makes me, who I am. But I want this year to be differnet I dont want it to be like the past few years in my life. I want this year to be different. I want it to be a year I will want to remember not forget about. Ok, so normaly I go from one girl to the next to the next. Well that is not going to happen this year. I am madly in love with Haley. She is the best thing in my life. She is the best thing to ever happen to me. Ok so we have dated a buch of times. and broke up a bunch of times. Not this time. Ok so we are saying we are dating but not quite yet. But when we really are. It is going to be the last time we date. Because Haley and I want to be together for the rest of out lives. It would be so amazing if that happend. I love her so much, I wish there was one word to tell her how much I love her but there isnt. She means the world to me I dont know what I would do if I ever lost her. I would be dead inside if I ever lost her and that dead inside would turn into being dead on the outside. So this year I am not going from girl to girl. I am staying with Haley end of convo. She just means the world to me and want this to be the last time we date, cuz I want to spend the rest of my life with her. <3 <3 <3.

So there are also other things that I want to change. like me being nicer to people. You know just the small things that make a big differnce. But staying with Haley is the big thing. I want to be with her through high school, date a couple years out of school, then get married. Thats my dream. and I kno for a fact it is going to happen. I will make sure of it. So I am so happy we are into a new year. I am ready for change. WOW I never thought i would be saying that. I hate change, I dont do well with it at all but it is somthing that happens, so I will just live with it.

well that is really all I have to say. I just hope I have a good new year. and I hope all my friends and family do as well. <3 I love you all I think I would die with out you. I dont know were I would be with out you. and I thank you all for helping me in my life. even if we are not as close as we used to be I still thank u very much for helping me out in one way or another. I hope you all have a good new year.

Once again you can comment if you want, not that anyone will cuz maybe 2 people read this blog lol

BYE