It's a new Year!

Well, 2009 is over, and it's kinda funny to think back and think wow so much happened in such little time. I mean if you think about a year really does go by very quick. SO much happened for me in 2009. I moved on from the jr. High, to the high school. I lost friends made friends, Had a bunch of girlfriends, had a bunch of heartbreaks, good times, bad times, happy times and down right depressing times. LOL. But I would not trade it for somthing better. cuz everything in my life that happens makes me, who I am. But I want this year to be differnet I dont want it to be like the past few years in my life. I want this year to be different. I want it to be a year I will want to remember not forget about. Ok, so normaly I go from one girl to the next to the next. Well that is not going to happen this year. I am madly in love with Haley. She is the best thing in my life. She is the best thing to ever happen to me. Ok so we have dated a buch of times. and broke up a bunch of times. Not this time. Ok so we are saying we are dating but not quite yet. But when we really are. It is going to be the last time we date. Because Haley and I want to be together for the rest of out lives. It would be so amazing if that happend. I love her so much, I wish there was one word to tell her how much I love her but there isnt. She means the world to me I dont know what I would do if I ever lost her. I would be dead inside if I ever lost her and that dead inside would turn into being dead on the outside. So this year I am not going from girl to girl. I am staying with Haley end of convo. She just means the world to me and want this to be the last time we date, cuz I want to spend the rest of my life with her. <3 <3 <3.

So there are also other things that I want to change. like me being nicer to people. You know just the small things that make a big differnce. But staying with Haley is the big thing. I want to be with her through high school, date a couple years out of school, then get married. Thats my dream. and I kno for a fact it is going to happen. I will make sure of it. So I am so happy we are into a new year. I am ready for change. WOW I never thought i would be saying that. I hate change, I dont do well with it at all but it is somthing that happens, so I will just live with it.

well that is really all I have to say. I just hope I have a good new year. and I hope all my friends and family do as well. <3 I love you all I think I would die with out you. I dont know were I would be with out you. and I thank you all for helping me in my life. even if we are not as close as we used to be I still thank u very much for helping me out in one way or another. I hope you all have a good new year.

Once again you can comment if you want, not that anyone will cuz maybe 2 people read this blog lol

BYE